very very much confused right now. but bestFriend says
"go with the flow haz" i pretty much do not want to even think about it.
but you made me. When i wanna move on,you pulled me back,making
me regret my decision. Then,when i'am all into you again,
you disappoint me yet AGAIN.
what do you actually want from me? yes, YOU! what you want?
now,all i have to do is pretend i'am alright. yeah,screw me.

Allah always give you many obstacles 'cos HE knows you can solve it.