when the going is tough,the
tough gets going.
eventhough you seemed to not care 'bout me. anymore, i still love you
as much as i used to. eventhough you left me alone standing to
face trouble, i still love you as much as i used to. as much as
i hate you for evrything that happen, i still love you. so please, be
strong for me and dont leave me alone in this world. being left by
one is enough and i dont want whatever that happen to repeat
again,dad. idc bout anything now. just your recovery.

lotsa things running around in circles in my mind. indeed,being a
loner sometimes do have its advantages. maybe its just me,
maybe its true,maybe its about evrything thats happening.
i kept on saying'ive got to be strong, i can do it' but i know, all this
are justplain bullshits. i cant, im not strong enough. this journey
is really a long tiring painful one. i.need.a.huge.break.a great one.
you know i wish to always blog about just anything that happen
but the fact that this blog is open to public, make me think
twice bout penning all my thoughts. the irony of it all.
time, ive been patient for so long, how could i still pretend to be so strong.
its gonna be alright. i hope.